Wait! :)

To experience what it feels like to be really, truly happy for once in my life.

:'(

I wish I don't have any sense of feelings or emotions. Yea, I'll be like a robot, but at least I wouldn't get hurt by people's words or actions. My heart will be safe and protected. But it's too late. 

You can't break a heart again if it's already broken. And it can't be mended back to the way it used to be. It wouldn't be perfect anymore. The scars will always be there, forever. And there's nothing anyone can do to cure it.


I'll be sleeping with my wet pillow tonight and every other night.

The sky is crying

Another soul gone back to Him.. May you rest in peace.. :(

What's happening with our kind? Why are we getting more inhuman? Have we lost all our humanity? Sigh.. This generation of ours.. I'm scared of it.. I really do..

On this day of your life,  

we believe God wants you to know that this world was made for you too.

Enjoy it, explore it, experience it. Don't hold back. It is God's gift to you. 

Don't be a wallflower in the dance of life. 

Words may sting but silence is what breaks the heart.

We all should just let it out..

So our hearts wouldn't be hurt again and again by it..

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

I'm back! Finally I got the will to turn on my laptop and update something.. Been kinda lazy and super sleepy these few days.. Aighh.. So, I'm gonna update about my mid-term exam result.. Here it is, and don't laugh at it! =_____=  

BM-77

ENGLISH-88  

SEJARAH-84  

ADD.MATHS-25  

MATHS-71  

BIOLOGY-56  

PHYSICS-38  

CHEMISTRY-44  

P.AKAUN-82  

P.MORAL-75  

SIVIK-92

Bad right? Even though I got like 6A for the 10 subjects in SPM if based on this result-which is not that bad-, I failed physics and add. maths, D for chemistry and B- for biology.. My three science subjects sucked as hell! that includes add. maths too.. >______<  I'm not even good at these subjects.. It makes me so tired trying to struggle to be staying in science side.. Ughh, and the pressure.. doubles.. ;______; Ottokhae?! :(

Countdown to SPM-about 8 more months.. Gotta catch up fast with the syllabus for Form 5.. Then, do a hell lot of revision for Form 4.. *dies* I used to be a quitter.. Quitting is one of my ways to solve some things.. I regretted my decisions back then.. And I still am a quitter now.. but I'm not gonna give up that easily without a fight..! Just gotta constantly remind myself for who, what and why am I doing all of this for.. For my future self.. 

PS: 炎, FIGHTING!! 

^_______^ 

Prove to yourself that 

You are not a quitter!

BEAST IS THE B2ST!

I ❤ BEAST!

I spent my whole week of mid-term holiday turning into a BEAST fangirl! LOL Yeah, I can't believe it either.. Haha xD But they're really awesome! I was ughh.. droo*cough*ling looking at pictures and videos of them.. >_<" I'm a B2UTY!! Yay! As in B2UTY and the BEAST, where the B2UTYs are their fans.. Get it?? PS, I'm not the one who came up with it.. xD All the six members, Doojoon, Hyunseung, Junhyung, Dongwoon, Yoseob and Kikwang are my biases! Hahaha xD They're just different and awesome in their own way that it's hard to choose only one or two.. But I love Dongwoon maknae the most~! :D *insert fangirl screams here* xD Anyways, I LOVE all of them.. ❤ I really wanna buy all 5 of their mini-albums.. Don't know if Speedy got it.. Hmmm.. I hope they have sell them.. I wan't it soooo bad I would cryy!! LOLOL Aigoo~ I'm crazy for them already! I listened to them whenever possible everyday and I downloaded tons of their photos and I saved all of their song's lyrics and I have them as my wallpaper and screen saver.. xD I guess I am crazy for them.. Tee-hee.. (-'_'-) Nganganga... *drools* They're just soo cute! :] Not to mention HOT! xD I hope I can meet them tonight in my dream.. jk haha xD Imma stop this post with their photos!! :))) 

 

 

 

 

 OMO~! HOT~! *drools* xD

 

 Okay~! Good night~! BEAST Jjang!! ❤

STFU!

JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!

CAN'T YOU GO A SECOND WITHOUT BLOWING UP AT ME?

DON'T BLAME IT ON ME!

YOU'RE WRONG TOO!

FUCK!

DON'T FORGET THAT I AM WHO I AM NOW BECAUSE OF YOU!

YOU'RE THE ONE WHO MAKE ME WHO OR WHAT I AM NOW!

YOU WANNA MAKE ME STOP?!

WELL YOU STOP GETTING MAD AT EVERYTHING I DO

AND I'LL STOP GETTING ON YOUR NERVES!

JUST STOP IT BEFORE THE MONSTER'S UNLEASHED!

DON'T MAKE ME GO BACK TO THE WAY I USED TO!

_|_( \ __ / )_|_

The Beast Locker: Some Fun Facts :D

The Beast Locker: Some Fun Facts :D : "Okay so there's nothing much I feel like updating so I'm just gonna post some fun facts I read a few hours ago about some fun facts about BEAST members."

♥

 

I'm addicted to drinking milk. ♥

I wish I have a fridge full of milk to drink as much as I want. :P

PS: I'm drinking milk to grow taller.

Hopefully I still can.

*fingers crossed*

:P

I wish...

I wish I can do what they do.

It's so beautiful. :')

The I-Heart Revolution

Have you ever wonder,

How much time do we have left?

Is tomorrow going to come?

What if I can't live pass today?

What if I go to sleep tonight and don't wake up the next day?

Well, I do, sometimes.

How many tomorrow do I've got left?

Obviously, you and I certainly don't have an answer to that.

I'm not being emo or whatever but I'm worried.

I'm scared for this generation of ours.

Wars, disasters, hunger, sickness and inequality everywhere.

Somehow, we humans got blinded and lost.

When there's something bad happens, we always blame the world.

But we never blame ourselves.

It is us who caused them.

We are responsible for it.

So we need to make a change.

I need to start make a change.

But how can I help?

1. It’s our responsibility as believers to represent a loving God who cares about the everyday lives of all people;
2. We have a God who has shown us HOW to help, and;
3. There ARE experts in all our communities with some answers.

Historically the Church has got it wrong in so many ways and owes quite a few apologies. But this generation – the people that are alive on our planet – YOU! – have the opportunity to get it right.

SO… HOW? – We have to look at how Jesus helped people.

Put simply, He served. He got down in the dirt. He got His hands dirty. He didn’t judge. He washed feet. He knelt. He asked the blind man, "what do you want?" – rather than telling him “you must want to be healed.”
Let us, as respresentatives of His Church today, imitate Christ in our service. Not to build numbers, not to build a reputation, not to gain power, but to love selflessly and sacrificially, the way that Christ loved and served people.

Let’s ask "HOW CAN I HELP?" to people locally, in the know. – Let’s even ask the people in need.

Let’s not be a Church that supplies soup to the well fed, yet still desperately lonely people. Let’s not provide housing to those already with shelter, but desperately sick. Let’s be a Church that finds out what people’s needs are – that takes the time to ask “HOW CAN I HELP?”

So… We guess the answer to the question “HOW CAN I HELP?” is exactly that – ask – “HOW CAN I HELP?” and then serve like Jesus served, with no strings attached.

[source: http://www.i-heart.org/ ]  

PS: I cried again today. :'(

Life is just so unpredictable.

Still, we've gotta have faith.

Believe.

Sooner or later,

God's second coming will come.

It's just a matter of time.

We need to prepare ourselves for it now.

New Layout! :D

Rah-rah!! I've changed to my new layout! :)) So, what do you think? Nice? xD I also changed my blog title to "Day By Day". Yes, I got the idea from Bigbang's song "Haru Haru/Day by Day" song okay? x) Hmm.. Leave me comments at the chatbox there! :P

Update! Finally finished mid-sem exam today! Imma freeman freewoman! Hahaha xD Oh yeah! I've got a whole week of holiday! Well, it's not that long, but still, hurray for holiday! \(^_^)/ Happy happy times. :D At least I don't have to wake up like 5.30am for school. ^^ Right now I don't have any plans for this holiday, but I'm sure something will come up. I wanna watch movies!! Hehehe.

Hmm.. Maybe I'll post something later.. Got some stuff to do now.. Ciao~!

Imma go on hibernating mode! Buh-bye! :'(

Umm.. I'm gonna be away for a week.. Starting tomorrow I hope.. Wish me luck in resisting temptations to take out my lappy, going online and spending hours on internet especially Facebook.. XD *crosses fingers* Why am I going on hibernating mode you ask? Well, it's cause of the mid-semester exam next week and I haven't started studying.. *DIE* Hmm.. I don't know why, but I have no mood to study.. Every time I pick up a book to start revising, suddenly I lost the urge to study.. Ughh.. :\ Yeah.. So.. Buh-bye cyberworld! Gonna miss ya so badly! :( Hard for me to admit it, but yeah, I'm addicted to internet. Gotta go on it every single day and if I don't, I'll feel awkward.. Like something's missing.. XD Ehmm.. In the last post I told you guys I would change my skin, but sadly, not now and not in this following week. I've already picked Top 3 skin that I'd use.. Unfortunately, I've got zero time to care about that right now.. If I do, I'll need lotsa time to edit those htmls.. *which, I kinda dislike to do* :\ Humm.. It's almost 9:50PM.. Gotta go soon! Idk whether I'll take a nap or start studying.. Papers on monday is English, Maths and History. English is whatever! but I gotta get good marks on Maths and great marks on History paper. Ah Bahl is not gonna be happy when she sees low marks for History paper.. Sigh.. 12 papers to take! including Civics and Physical Education.. We don't even have teachers teaching or classes to attend for both subjects! =A= Ouuhhh! Gotta go! I'm kinda tired now.. Maybe I'll go be a pig and take my piggy sleep. lol XD 

PS: Been kinda crazy today..

Guess pressure got a hold on me aye?

Buh-bye! || さようなら

Miss me aight? <3

I'm BLAH-ING XD

哇哈哈！学校放假4天！我可以迟睡迟醒啦！哈哈哈！一个字——爽！:P

昨天，我和琴去逛逛了。我，真的花了很多钱。一次过买了不少化妆品！（啊啦！不信啊？我也是个女生呗~哪个女生不爱美呢~哈哈！XD）我买了： makeup brush， eyeliner， eyeshadow， mascara， fake eyelashes 还有一个放化妆品的盒子。我也买了一件t-shirt还有新的legging。琴呢，她打了耳洞！打了之后一直喊痛！而且耳朵通红！哈哈哈！XD

昨天，很好玩，也很心痛。
我的钱，像水一样留得这么快。

今天，我try了full makeup。然后就开始自恋咯！XD 要看的话，去我的fb专页看！（我不会自恋到去post自己的自恋照在这儿！XD）我觉得化的eyeshadow不明显，是那种bronze color的。但不用紧，我可以加油，把我的底子弄好！ :)

Since这星期我比较有空，可能会帮我的宝贝blogger换个new look！我喜欢简单的style。我很期待啊！ :D

下个星期就是mid-sem exam了！唉！累啊！
All I can say is that there IS something like a "too much exam/test" in life！


" Baby, are you down, down, down, down, down.
  Down~ Down~
  Baby, I am down, down, down, down, down."


Yea, I'm starting to get all crazy. Shhh. :X
Oh! By the way, it's already March!
OMG, where did the time go. :\

Anyway, bye! :D

-네가 좋아-
-君が好きです- 

PS: 对不起啊！

很久没上来update了！

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