:')

• Let’s grow old together, beginning with today. 
• Let’s work slowly with each other and build a relationship that we can both enjoy being a part of. 
• Let’s share love and understand that neither of us is perfect; we are both subject to human frailties. 
• Let’s hold each other close and whisper though the night—pledging our love, honoring our commitment. 
• Let’s encourage each other to pursue our dreams, even when we’re weary from trying. 
• Let’s expect the best that we both have to give and still love when we fall short of our expectations. 
• Let’s be friends and respect each other’s individual personality and give one another room to grow. 
• Let’s be candid with each other and point out strengths and weaknesses. 
• Let’s understand each other’s personal philosophy, even if we don’t agree. 
• Let’s lie awake long into the night sharing our innermost secrets. 
• Let’s be friends as well as lovers. 
• Let’s laugh at time and plan with each other and wonder how we ever got along without this love we’ve found. 
• Let’s never take for granted these moments that we’ve shared, but always be reminded of how intensely we have learned to live, how completely we have learned to love. 
• Let’s grow old together, and look back on life and smile. 

Holiday plan and some rants. :P

I've decided to change my blog layout and maybe my blog link during this coming holidays! Wheeee...! XD Yeah, I'm kinda bored with this one already. Haha >_______<" Hope you guys will link me back after I finished changing my blog link. Hmm. I think that's all about what I plan to do during the holidays. Will think about some more activities to do later. :P Btw, my additional maths paper is so gonna fail. Meh, I don't care cause I've been failing the whole year. Hahahaha XD Wish I can drop that subject. =______= Hmm.. For next week I have maths, civics, accounts, biology, chemistry and that damn physic papers. :( Me sad sad, cause me gonna be dead dead. Lol. Getting crazy already. XD I think I'll focus more on accounts and maths and maybe biology too. -sigh- Why do we need two damn freaking long weeks of exam?! I'm soooo frigging tired! :( Anyway, I've got not enough sleep this couple of weeks. I hate being so tired. I really wish I have the energy of an Energizer bunny. Haha XD

Kay kays. Gonna end this rant.
Oh! Btw, Happy 520!
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Blahaha. xD

It's been a while since I've blogged about my life. Well, yesterday I go out shopping with my mum, looking for dress. Hahaha XD Why am I looking for a dress? Cause I don't have one. ==" I kinda dislike wearing skirts and dresses before tbh. I  liked  loved wearing shorts and pants and jeans. It's feels safer, idk why. Maybe cause I'm weird like that. XD I was looking for dresses cause I have two weddings to attend to with my family end of this month and early of June, so yeah. I'm going to be a full 17 years old almost-adult next month and so you can't expect me to show up at someone's wedding wearing a t-shirt and jeans right? Time to grow up. Starting with the way I dress. Haha. XD Anyway, I showed my mum what kind of dresses I like and she just shrugged and then walk away to find other dress. Later, she brought me dresses that aren't to my liking. ==" But I still tried them on to make her happy. I tried on like about six or seven dresses. Then I bought two. :D I'm kinda into wearing pretty dresses now. I guess I still have the girly side in me all these years. LOL XD

Oh, btw, I'm gonna fail this semester exam. Gonna be canned in school after I'm back from the holidays cause I'm sure gonna fail Physics. The teacher's totally mad. Well, 'can't wait' for that huh? -sigh-

Idk if it's the real deal or just a crush. They say it's just a crush if those feelings last in less than four months. Well, gotta wait a couple of months before I know if it's real, the feelings that I'm feeling, the butterflies in my stomach every time you walk by and the beats my heart skipped every time I see you. Just gotta wait and see. :) After that, I'll decide what to do. 

Exam is still going on till 27th of May. My family and I are going back to Limbang that very night so that we can attend my cousin's wedding the next morning. Ughh. I was hoping to hang out and get crazy with my friends after the exam. -sigh- Hope that I won't have to stay there spending my whole holiday. Haha XD But I definitely wanna go fishing again. Tee-hee. :P

Well, that's all from me for today I guess. I spent whole evening listening to k-pop! Hahaha xD 

 

Sayonara and see you again, my bloggie! :))

朋友，我爱死你们了！♥

 

毕业前夕，就要各奔东西，
相隔那么远不知道什么时候才能再见。

你对着我说，
也许我一辈子都不会再遇到像你一样的人了。

我急忙擦眼睛怕眼泪掉下来被你笑话，
不过我现在真的和你想的一样。

 

 

如果可以，下辈子我想早点认识你们。

上帝，请允许我，即使失去了爱情，也不会失去她们。♥

 

 

It's rainy and I have the urge to write a poem unrelated to rain. =="

I'm a damsel in distress.

Oh who will save me from this miserable mess?

I hope you're already on your way.

And I hope we'll meet finally someday.

You don't have to be a knight in shinning armor.

Or a romeo who for me would die for.

You don't have to have a pot of gold.

Just promise to be there when I'm cold.

To lend a shoulder when I'm crying.

To open your heart and ears when I'm telling.

You who would share the happiness and laughters.

And wipe away the sadness and the tears.

We'll walk hand in hand, 

Side by side,

Till the day that death do us part.

 

I'll wait for you.

 

 

 

 

PS: Don't bash me if it's lame or bad etc..
It's my first try on my own.

And it may or may not be related to what I'm feeling now.

:P

Of me and my life.

It's around 190+ days to SPM but more importantly it's less than two weeks to the first semester exam. I still have done and accomplished nothing. :\ I think I'm kinda far behind all my classmates. I'm still catching up with my homework and syllabus. I've gotta work on my biology, chemistry, physics and additional maths — Form 4 and 5 syllabus. And then, school's sport carnival is coming up in July. I think the teachers would ask us to start our training starting this week (maybe). So, pretty soon I'll be dead beat, physically and emotionally. Seriously, I wish I had the energy of an Energizer bunny so I'll wont get tired doing anything. -sighs- >:(

Oh, and I dislike my lack of time management. :( Procrastinating is also what I do best — which is bad in my situation. I wish someone can knock the sense outta me and make me have the drive and motivation to give my all in my studies. Hmm.. Maybe I'll try the drugs. xD LOL Nah, just kidding and I wouldn't even dare! Hahaha xD

One other unrelated thing. Most of the teachers teaching our class dislike HATE us. D: They have been complaining about our class since like last year. But I'll have to agree though, our class is definitely annoying and noisy. Since 2008 when I'm in 2B — 'supposedly' the second best class in the whole form — the class has been receiving complaints from the teachers of being too noisy. It's the same situation the next year 2009(3B) and last year(4S2). Now, even the teacher in charge of our class is angry with us. And, our demerits have also increased day by day. But not all the students in our class are bad or even noisy — some of them are nice and quiet, like what our history teacher says. I know which category my friends and I fall into. :)

No offense though, but some of the students are really talkative and some are just plain rude. They even copied the teachers style when teaching at the front and act it out after class, mostly during recess time. It may be funny but seriously guys, at least show them some respect. After all, you wont get respect if you don't respect others first, even if you dislike or hate the teacher. I may be quiet in class, but that doesn't mean I'm afraid to voice out my opinions. Come on guys, let's change for the better for good :) — if not, at least for a few more months until we've graduated. To some who really needs 'help', stop being so stuck up and rude and ignorant and full of yourselves and also stop all the bitching and stop being a dick.

Also, stop labeling people and put yourselves into groups. Why can't all of us have a good bond with each other like other classes have? Unity is important. You know it yourself. In last year's inter-class competition like the singing competition in conjunction with national day or the relay run, our class always came in second. You know why? It's because other classes are more united than ours. Believe me, if we're united and always willing to work together and trust each other, we'll be the champion. Sadly, it's not gonna happen and we'll be minding our own thing, be selfish and be ignorant towards each other.

I admit, I wish I wasn't in this class from the start. I'm really disappointed and I wished I can repeat and relive my high school days again and choose a different path. But surely, that's impossible. Back when I'm still in primary school, I used to hope my future high school life would be fun and all that like those in the movies and dramas. Oh how naive I was! Sad to say, I really wanna leave behind and forget my high school life after I've graduated — all the hatred, all the pain and all the drama. I will and shall forget them. But all those sweet and happy memories created and those strangers I befriended and loved till now, you guys will not be forgotten! You'll forever always be the cherry that cherished my otherwise miserable part of my life. I love you guys forever. BFFL remember? <3 :D

Enough said. This post is getting longer non-intendedly. It's already May. The weather is so-so. It's cold and windy and rains one second and the next second, it's hot as hell. Take care guys. Don't get a flu like me. :)