Of me and my life.

It's around 190+ days to SPM but more importantly it's less than two weeks to the first semester exam. I still have done and accomplished nothing. :\ I think I'm kinda far behind all my classmates. I'm still catching up with my homework and syllabus. I've gotta work on my biology, chemistry, physics and additional maths — Form 4 and 5 syllabus. And then, school's sport carnival is coming up in July. I think the teachers would ask us to start our training starting this week (maybe). So, pretty soon I'll be dead beat, physically and emotionally. Seriously, I wish I had the energy of an Energizer bunny so I'll wont get tired doing anything. -sighs- >:(

Oh, and I dislike my lack of time management. :( Procrastinating is also what I do best — which is bad in my situation. I wish someone can knock the sense outta me and make me have the drive and motivation to give my all in my studies. Hmm.. Maybe I'll try the drugs. xD LOL Nah, just kidding and I wouldn't even dare! Hahaha xD

One other unrelated thing. Most of the teachers teaching our class dislike HATE us. D: They have been complaining about our class since like last year. But I'll have to agree though, our class is definitely annoying and noisy. Since 2008 when I'm in 2B — 'supposedly' the second best class in the whole form — the class has been receiving complaints from the teachers of being too noisy. It's the same situation the next year 2009(3B) and last year(4S2). Now, even the teacher in charge of our class is angry with us. And, our demerits have also increased day by day. But not all the students in our class are bad or even noisy — some of them are nice and quiet, like what our history teacher says. I know which category my friends and I fall into. :)

No offense though, but some of the students are really talkative and some are just plain rude. They even copied the teachers style when teaching at the front and act it out after class, mostly during recess time. It may be funny but seriously guys, at least show them some respect. After all, you wont get respect if you don't respect others first, even if you dislike or hate the teacher. I may be quiet in class, but that doesn't mean I'm afraid to voice out my opinions. Come on guys, let's change for the better for good :) — if not, at least for a few more months until we've graduated. To some who really needs 'help', stop being so stuck up and rude and ignorant and full of yourselves and also stop all the bitching and stop being a dick.

Also, stop labeling people and put yourselves into groups. Why can't all of us have a good bond with each other like other classes have? Unity is important. You know it yourself. In last year's inter-class competition like the singing competition in conjunction with national day or the relay run, our class always came in second. You know why? It's because other classes are more united than ours. Believe me, if we're united and always willing to work together and trust each other, we'll be the champion. Sadly, it's not gonna happen and we'll be minding our own thing, be selfish and be ignorant towards each other.

I admit, I wish I wasn't in this class from the start. I'm really disappointed and I wished I can repeat and relive my high school days again and choose a different path. But surely, that's impossible. Back when I'm still in primary school, I used to hope my future high school life would be fun and all that like those in the movies and dramas. Oh how naive I was! Sad to say, I really wanna leave behind and forget my high school life after I've graduated — all the hatred, all the pain and all the drama. I will and shall forget them. But all those sweet and happy memories created and those strangers I befriended and loved till now, you guys will not be forgotten! You'll forever always be the cherry that cherished my otherwise miserable part of my life. I love you guys forever. BFFL remember? <3 :D

Enough said. This post is getting longer non-intendedly. It's already May. The weather is so-so. It's cold and windy and rains one second and the next second, it's hot as hell. Take care guys. Don't get a flu like me. :)