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Sick of my hectic, stressful life right now. Just wanna kicking and screaming and beat up something. It's not easy for me to live like this. If i can, i wanna be nothing. So that i don't need to face all of life's difficulties. It's dragging me down. Drowning me. I'm breaking down. Tears falling down my cheek. I can't control them anymore. It hurts. You can't imagine how torn I am inside. No words can describe it.

Help me, Lord...
Give me strength and courage to go through all of these...

Lead me, Lord...
So that I won't go astray from the right path...
Tell me, Lord...
That You are always here watching and guiding me...

Help me to smile after every rain.
Help me to be a normal person.
Help me to be stronger.
Help me to be closer to You.