January 31

Yesterday  go shopping with my mum...
Then, i bought my first ever....
!!skirt!!

Haha...

Why first ever skirt?

Cuz, i never liked to wear it before...

So...

That's all...

I know what you're thinking...

*This post is so lame...*
I know it's lame...
I just wanna write it down...
A blog is like a diary right?
So I can write anything I want in here...


Sayonara!! ^^

Tears...

Tears are words the heart
can't express...

Form 4 is not a fun as i thought it would be back then...
It's just the beginning of the year, and I'm already sick of it...
I'm sick of homeworks, assignments, quizzes, tests and lame-bossy teacher...
How can I continue to live it...?

If I could,
I just wanna get into a deep, deep sleep...
And don't wanna wake up until the end of time or forever...

I live my life with no purpose...
I keep doing the same thing every day and night...
It's been like that since like forever...
Nothing new appear in my life...

Kinda think that I live because I had to...
Not because I want to...
Kinda think that my life's pathetic...

I keep feeling down just for no reason...
Sometimes cry for no reason...
Sometimes feel lonely when my best friends are around me...
Sometimes feel that people see through me, like I'm invisible...

Those feelings maybe weird for you guys...
But to me, it's like part of my life - normal...

My parents say I'm too emotional...
And my brother call me "emo"...

I'm not...
I'm just being me...
It's my nature to be easily hurt - fragile...
I can't change it nor control it...
It's hard...

It's sad when people want you to be someone else
Other than yourself...
It's heart-breaking...

The tears fall,
They're so easy to wipe off,
But how do I erase the stain from my heart?

A Story......

once upon a time
there was a little girl
she's like a sunshine
always has a smile on her face
and always brightens up people's life

years passed
the little girl grew up
but she wasn't the same girl that i used to know
the little girl
gone

she became a loner
she became depressed inside

soon
she's becoming like a shadow

she cry and cry
but nobody notices her as usual

she keeps hurting herself
again and again
because nobody cares to save her from herself

everyday of her life
she hides all of this
behind her mask
behind her so called cold personality

deep down inside
she's mixed up
she's torn

Badminton Club 2010 1st activity... Tiring but FUN...! =)

 Today's the first badminton club activity for this year...

So long time didn't play liao...

So my moves are a bit 'rusty' when started playing just now...

But among all the sports, i love badminton the most...

Even so, it is tiring...

I'm exhausted after playing...

I drank 2 tins of 100 plus and around 1 liter of mineral water...

I'm still dehydrated now while writing this... =.=

Then, tomorrow need to do push-ups and sit-ups again...

I think my whole body will 'sakit-sakit' tomorrow...

Haizz...

Just now when playing with Phoebe,

got 1 people stand between where we're playing...

So 大牌...!!! 

Hmpph!!!

We both 火大 lo...

What kind of attitude?!!!

欠咒啊!!

Then i ask that person to 滚开...

Baru tahu!!!

HA! HA! HA! HA! HA!

爽一下！！

嘻嘻~ =9

Peace...

New! New! New!

It's a new year already.
And I'm creating a new blog.
Why?
I want to forget my pass,
and start a new life.
And....

I got my own laptop!
Aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!(screaming on top of my voice) =9

^^
happy...