Gosh.. It's been ten days since my last post.. Well, at least this time I've got a reasonable excuse for not updating bloggie.. My finals starts next week (!!) and I'm busy studying for it.. As usual, it's gonna be a long and tiring TWO weeks exam.. ==" Argghh.. Don't know if I can top my last exam's results.. FYI, it sucked! D: I know my own strengths and weaknesses so I'm not gonna expect myself to surpass my friends and classmates results..

 

 So that I wouldn't feel so badly disappointed in the aftermath.. :)

So yeah.. Study mode is definitely ON! for everyone including me as well.. :D Get ready to be sleep-deprived, having panda eyes and pimple breakouts!! LOL XD TBH, I'm starting to get pimples now.. One on my forehead, one on my chin and one on the left-tip of my nose! XD Yay! I'm having pimple breakouts AND I'm happy!! Am I being hyper or just crazy?! :X Anyway, these couple of weeks is gonna be tense for me.. and everyone else I suppose.. Maybe I'll go crazy.. 

Like the Domo up there!! :P

Nah.. I'm not that crazy.. :) Okay, so I gotta..

LMAO! Nah, joking again..

Seriously, I gotta put on my reading glasses..

Like so..

And start studying!!

 Well, late night studying of course!!

And hopefully when its..

I'll make a wish..

"To not be afraid and everything is going to be okay.."

Even though I know it's not possible..

I'll keep telling myself..

And I'll eventually be okay..

And continue to live every second of my life..

With or without regrets..

Sorry.. My post just got from ":)" mode to ":(" mode.. It was supposed to be just a ":)" type of post.. Guess that's what stress will do to me.. :| 

Hmm.. I'll better off now as I need to stuff my head with load shit of "knowledge" that I'll delete off my brain after the final..

Ohh!! Let me spaz for a moment here!! 

I've dissected a cute little hamster in Biology class with my friends!! It was kinda.. uhh.. epic for me.. XD All the thick red blood, the bloody organs (and intestines too!) and the hamster's cute little heart.. :D I wanna dissect again!! Seriously!! :P ROFL!! I sound like a maniac here!! XD Here's some pictures of the dissection.. and btw, there are frogs as big as the palm of your hand dissected too!! XD 

GROSS PICTURE WARNING!!

YOU'LL RISK FAINTING OR VOMITING!! XD

It's a hamster..

It's a froggy..

And it's lungs and heart (i think)..

the hamster's cute little heart..

 hamster's liver and intestines.. XD

 the all-boys group went TOO far and started searching for the brain..

and they cut open the frog's head!!

after the "brain operation"..

guess what? it's froggy's eyes!! haha XD

Okay.. I'll stop spazing cause I think this post is getting longer and longer.. XD

So, bloggie, I'll be back after the finals okay? :))

I'll miss you.. :3

Credits: WeHeartIt and Brendan's Photography

PS: I just realized that there's so much feelings going on in this single post!!

Does that mean I really had lost it? XD

A great anime!——NANA

 

Yatta—！ Finally finished watching 47 episodes of NANA anime— ^^ *if in watch in PPS, total is 50 episodes* Happy neh— It is a very touching story about life, but mostly focuses on friendship and love— Even though it's an old anime (2006), it's still very good to watch and also meaningful too— ♥

The story is about two girls, both named Nana and of the same age. 

Nana Osaki is a punk singer who wants to debut with her band, Black Stones (BLAST for short), where she is the lead vocalist and her boyfriend, Ren, is the bassist. Nana and Ren have lived together as lovers since she was 16. When Ren is offered a chance to debut in Tokyo as a replacement member of the popular band, Trapnest (Toranesu in Japanese), Nana chooses to continue on with BLAST and to cultivate her own career instead of following Ren, as she has too much ambition to simply be a rockstar's girlfriend. She eventually leaves for Tokyo at the age of twenty to start her musical career. 

Nana Komatsu, the other Nana, has a habit of falling in love at first sight all the time, and depending on other people to help her. When her friends, and then her boyfriend, leave for Tokyo, she decides to join them a year later after having saved enough money at the age of twenty.

The two Nanas meet on a train by chance, both on their way to Tokyo. After a string of coincidences, they come to live together in an apartment numbered 707 (nana means "seven" in Japanese). Despite having contrasting personalities and ideals, the Nanas like and respect each other a great deal.

Nana Osaki gives Nana Komatsu the nickname Hachi (after Hachikō, because she is weak-willed and has characteristics that resemble a puppy, and also as a joke since hachi means "eight" in Japanese).

While BLAST begins to gain popularity at live gigs, the two Nanas face many other issues together, especially in the areas of friendship and romance. Even so, through hard experiences in love and life, a strong friendship is born between them, as both Nanas grow through their hardships and struggle to win the odds. The story of Nana revolves heavily around the romance and relationships of the two characters as one seeks fame and recognition while the other seeks love and happiness.

NANA surely made to my top anime list— 

It made me realized that you can reach your dream if you just continue to strive to it despite all odds. Also, I learned the value of true friendship from this anime. There's something to learn about love too. It's never easy to find the right one, but once you've found him/her, never let them go, or you'll end up regretting it. :) And also I learned more from this anime but lazy to list them all down. xP Aww. I really love anime with genres like this—！♥  It's definitely worth wasting my broadband limit！！ LOL XD

PS: Wish I can have all the time I want 

to watch animes 24/7 neh—！:3

期待着假期的到来—❤

(via Obsequious)

亲爱のbloggie—

我很久没update你了—

对不起呐— (－▽－)

嗯—
不知不觉，已经10月了哟—
2010年只剩下大概2个月吧—
倒数2个星期就要考final了—！
噢买嘎！ (☉♢☉)
我真的要pia了！
不然会死悄悄的！ (✖╭╮✖)
而且，爹地妈咪说成绩一定要比上次的考试进步—
不然就没得给我shopping的钱噜—
哇！！ 死啦！ 死啦！
没钱就不好玩咧！
（没办法，我就是个败家女！哈哈 XD） 

11月尾在吉隆坡是爹地的graduation convocation—
谢天谢地！我终于可以去西马旅行啦—！嘿嘿— (◠‿◠)
妈咪爹地还有我从昨天晚上到今天下午找了找飞机票啊，旅店啊之类的东东—
妈咪爹地plan好这次旅行是差不多15天=1/2个月咯—！
开心！！(●*∩_∩*●)
从美里去吉隆坡的飞机票都已经订好了！！yipee！！
我们4个人从美里飞去吉隆坡是11月28号，晚上的飞机—
2哥在诗巫12月1号晚上才飞来join我们因为他早上还要考试— （哥，加油！:P）
然后呐— 去genting玩咯—
很期待去那里的のtheme park玩roller coaster，海盗船之类刺激的游戏！:D
然后就回kl再上火车去butterworth/penang—
再去langkawi住3天— 在langkawi会去那个underwater world—
当然，去duty-freeの地方一定会买多多的东西！ :3
过后，会搭飞机去新加坡！ yeahh—！
那里住两天就去johor还有melaka—
可能会在马六甲睡1晚才回kl—
然后就飞回来美里咯—！
the end— :P

我真的很期待这次假期—！
因为是第一次能去到西马—
而且，西马好像都比东马好玩很多！
好期待啊！
时间啊—
拜托你快点过—！
还有，我希望妈咪の工作不会last minute干涉到这次旅行— 拜托拜托！
放了我妈咪好吗？:)

嗯—
我看我要停止写了—
不然这个post一定长的不得了！
哈哈 XD lol =="

PS: 好久没写华文了—

有些错不要笑我哟—

不然就鞭你！

哈哈 XD（开玩笑地）

爱你哦— XD

Teardrops in the rain by CNBLUE

A song from CNBLUE.. I love it!!  ❤



Lyrics:

No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
Teadrops in the rain

I wish upon a star, I wonder where you are
I wish you're coming back to me again
And everything's the same like it used to be

I see the days go by and still I wonder why
I wonder why it has to be this way
Why can't I have you here just like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on ?
I don't know if I can go on without you oh

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

I wish that I could fly, I wonder what you say
I wish you're flying back to me again
Hope everything's the same like it used to be

I don't know which way to choose
How can I find a way to go on
I don't know if I can go on without you, without you

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees, no one feels the pain
I shed teardrops in the rain

Oh... I shed teardrops in the rain
Oh... Hey... Teardrops in the rain

Even if my heart's still beating just for you
I really know you are not feeling like I do
And even if the sun is shining over me
How come I still freeze ?
No one ever sees (no one) no one feels the pain (no one)
I shed teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain
Teardrops in the rain...

PS: I ❤ C.N Blue!!

They're different from other singing group. :)

My thoughts of the day in class

When you think you've had enough,

When you're frustrated,

When you're dead beat,

Just stop.

Stop and put your life on hold.

Drop everything you're doing,

And close your eyes.

Take a long deep breath.

Imagine a quiet, serene place.

Then open your ears.

Listen to the sounds around us.

Hear our heart beats.

Feel the wind breeze against our skin.

Look up at the wide blue sky.

Watch as the clouds moving swiftly.

Just in this moment.

We feel really truly at peace.

We start to notice every simplest littlest things that had been ignored.

So, treasure them.

Moments are footprints we made in our life.

Every single tiny bit of it is priceless.

So that one day,

As life flashes back on us,

We wont regret it.

-by Sherlynn :)

PS: I'll miss all the memories I had.

The moments.

The people.

I'll never forget them.

:")

Jung Yong Hwa from C.N. Blue

Okay.. I got a problem.. I have a major crush on this guy in the picture above!! How'd I know it? The reason: I started collecting all his wallpapers as much as I can. OMG! Can't believe I'm actually fangirl-ing about a singer/actor.. o_O oh well, I love him!! He's in a korean indie rock band, C.N. Blue (Code Name Blue).. An indie band is different from a singing group.. Indie band plays instruments and can sing very well and independent while a singing group just sing and well, dance.. o_o no offence though.. I think this is the first k-rock indie band that I've heard debuting.. Does that makes sense to you? >_< Yeah, so I actually start to crush on Yong Hwa oppa from the k-drama I watched, "You're Beautiful".. Sad for him in the drama.. The girl she loves doesn't fall for him.. TT^TT Made me cry.. lmao.. yeah, I'm crazy and retard like that.. Okays.. Gonna post a song from the drama and the lyrics as well! Enjoy it!! :)

난 바보라서 그런가봐
nan baboraseo geureongabwa
아프게 해도 괜찮은가봐
apeuge haedo gwaenchanheungabwa
못난 사랑이라 놀려대도
motnan sarangira nollyeodaedo
어쩔 수 없는 바보라서..
eojjeol su eomneun baboraseo..
내 가 원해 잘해줬던걸
naega wonhae jalhaejwotdeongeol
그것만으로 행복했던걸
geugeotmaneuro haengbokhaetdeongeol
한번이라도 웃어주면
hanbeonirado useojumyeon
그 미소로 행복해..
geu misoro haengbokhae..
그녀가 사랑한 사람 없겠다니
geunyeoga saranghan saram eopgetdani
이렇게 그녀곁에서 있을뿐야
ireoke geunyeogyeoteseo isseulppunya
줄 수 있어 행복 사랑이라
jul su isseo haengbok sarangira
아무것도 바라지 않아..
amugeotdo baraji anha..
언 제든 손내밀던 닿을 그 곳에
eonjedeun sonnaemildeon daheul geu gose
언제든 불러주면 들릴 그 곳에
eonjedeun bulleojumyeon deullil geu gose
변함없이 그곳에 있어줄게
byeonhameobsi geugose isseojulge
그녀 사랑하니까..
geunyeo saranghanikka..
내가 택한 사람이라서
naega taekhan saramiraseo
아픔까지도 행복했던걸
apeumkkajido haengbokhaetdeongeol
한 번이라도 돌아봐주면
hanbeonirado dorabwajumyeon
난 그걸로 행복해..
nan geugeollo haengbokhae..
그녀가 사랑한 사람 없겠다니
geunyeoga saranghan saram eopgetdani
이렇게 그녀곁에서 있을뿐야
ireoke geunyeogyeoteseo isseulppunya
줄 수 있어 행복 사랑이라
jul su isseo haengbok sarangira
아무것도 바라지 않아..
amugeotdo baraji anha..
언 제든 손내밀던 닿을 그 곳에
eonjedeun sonnaemildeon daheul geu gose
언제든 불러주면 들릴 그 곳에
eonjedeun bulleojumyeon deullil geu gose
변함없이 그 곳에 있어줄게
byeonhameobsi geu gose isseojulge
그녀 사랑하니까..
geunyeo saranghanikka..
나 대신 지켜줄 사람 올때까지
na daesin jikyeojul saram olttaekkaji
잠시만 그녀곁에서 있을뿐야
jamsiman geunyeogyeoteseo isseulppunya
바라봐도 행복한 사랑이라
barabwado haengbokhan sarangira
아무것도 필요치 않아..
amugeotdo pillyochi anha..
언제나 기대쉴 수 있도록
eonjena gidaeswil su itdorok
언제나 같은 모습으로 있을게
eonjena gateun moseubeuro isseulge
인 사도 없이 날 떠나간대도
insado eobsi nal tteonagandaedo
감사하며 보낼게..
gamsahamyeo bonaelge..
난 바보라서…
nan baboraseo…
—————————
I must be like this because I’m a fool
It seems alright even when I’m hurt
Even when I’m teased about my pitiful love
Because I’m a fool beyond help
I was good to her because I wanted to be
I was happy with just that
If she smiles just once
I’m happy with that smile
Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”
I simply stay by her side like this
Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving
I don’t expect anything in return
A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand
A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me
I’ll stay there without changing
Because I love her
Because she was the one I chose
Even the pain made me happy
If she looks back at me just once
I’m happy with that
Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”
I simply stay by her side like this
Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving
I don’t expect anything in return
A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand
A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me
I’ll stay there without changing
Because I love her
Until someone else to watch over her in my place arrives
I’ll stay by her side for the time being
Because this is a love where I’m just happy to gaze at her
I don’t need anything in return
So that she can lean on me and rest any time
I’ll always appear the same
Even if she leaves me without saying goodbye
I’ll let her go saying thanks
Because I’m a fool

PS: I heart Jung Yong Hwa!! :D

You should too! lol jk XD